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The only reason that I’m still alive is because I care more about my loved ones not getting hurt than I care about myself being alive with this endless horrible pain. Don’t want to hurt them in any way, even if that means I have to walk through hell for the rest of their lives.


rational me: I need sustenance to survive. If I eat plenty of protein and veggies I will have the energy to do everything I need. I’m at a healthy weight.
my filthy rat brain: wAnT sKinNy
